February 2012
151 posts
1956) When you say you're not hungry, and then...
“People think depression is about being sad. They think it’s just when you ‘feel...”
– Anonymous (via brokken-dreams)
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Honestly just waiting for the perfect moment to...
why is it like mission impossible to get rid of...
emspirationalist:
I just want to go away. Disappear and never come back.
Anonymous asked: who is the most important person in your life? and why.
Anonymous asked: How do you control yourself on fasts?
staticbones:
If you need me, I’ll be creating attractive Sims to make up for my own lack of sex appeal.
Do this all the time.
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Last night I purged for the first time in months....
I hate myself even more because immediately after my brain jumped to the “if you eat over x cals, this will be how to get rid of the excess” shit. I’m terrified of going back there.
“When you realize you hate yourself so much, when you realize that you cannot...”
– Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia (Marya Hornbacher)
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If it wasn't for my ED, I'd never smoke.
But my fucked up brain thinks “they might kill you, but they keep you from eating!”
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Walking for hours every night/day. Not as good as...
Feel too fat even though the gym is the perfect place to deal with that. Like I’m not fit enough to show my face there. Guess hours wasted wandering around and smoking cigs is better than lazing about at least.
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Been stuck with family for the past 4 days. Gotten...
Flying home in an hour and plan on eating nothing until I see my best friend this weekend. Even eat nothing when I see her unless absolutely necessary
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My eyes are broken and I don't know how to fix...